a love i never have

" what it means to you to love someone?"..

It means that when i had a damn hard, bad day at work, it is all forgotten at his smile. ^_^

It means never noticing when the nights out on the town give way to quiet nights curled up in his arms, watching some whatever TV show i weren't really interested in anyhow (letz say football or F1.. haks haks haks).

It means I rather be standing at the kitchen sink doing dishes together than playing out on the sunny beach without him. ^_^

It means learning to cook spaghetti bolognaise, and forgetting my diet program, just because he loves it =)

It means learning to agree to disagree, and kissing him just to let him know that we were still good.... even if he couldn't admit that I was right and he was wrong. hohohoooo ^_^

It means learning to sleep through his snores, and accepting that, when sick, he's a big baby.. ^_^

It means rolling my eyes at the puddled foot prints leading from the shower or the finger track left in the peanut butter. hyahahhahahahaaaa.... ^_^

It means risking the pain of losing him simply because life without him, even just the memory of him is not life at all.

my inspiration

I am a huge huge huge huge fan of Mr.Rhenald Kasali ^_^
Banyak dosen2 di FEUI yang pintar, tapi nggak semua punya kemampuan untuk menjelaskan kepintaran mereka. Kata Pak Rhenald,

"If u are smart but you are not able to share it, you are nothing"

thatz why, gw sangat terkesan dengan kemampuan berkomunikasi beliau, ketika beliau berbicara di depan kelas, semua seperti tersihir... *lebay* hahaa ^_^
Cara ngajarnya lucu banget, serius tapi santai, dan kata-katanya sangat mudah dimengerti, blom lagi kalo beliau cerita tentang pengalaman-pengalamannya yag bisa bikin kita ternganga.. WOW!!! educative yet entertaining ^_^

What can I say... He is so INSPIRING..

dan yang lebih memukau lagi, ternyata yang beliau ajarkan di kelas tentang MANAJEMEN PERUBAHAN, bukan hanya sekedar teori utopis belaka, tapi beliau membuktikan dengan sebuah tindakan nyata -mendirikan RUMAH PERUBAHAN (semacam yayasan yang mengelola sampah untuk dijadikan produk yang bermanfaat, bisa diliat di www.rumahperubahan.com) - yang pada akhirnya membuktikan kata-kata beliau bahwa

sebelum perubahan menyentuh cara berpikir, maka manusia belum berubah ...

Sayangnya hari ini pertemuan terakhir matkul PemIntal (Pemasaran Internasional) bersama Pak Rhenald, hiks T_T

asikkk

akhirnya gw bikin blog lagi, setelah puluhan kali bikin blog dimana2 tapi lupa username n password teruss, hihiiiiii....